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“What a lovely surprise to discover how unlonely being alone can be.”

A funny thing has happened since I’ve been married. I’ve forgotten how to be alone.

In college I cherished my alone time. Living with 2, 3 or 4 other people was often too much for me to handle. I wanted to go to my room, shut my door and be alone.

Until recently, I’ve always been someone who recharges by being alone (the true definition of an introvert they say.)

I’m so used to being with my husband that when I’m not, I don’t know what to do with myself. Being with him has become my new recharge. I still need my “alone” time, but now my alone time means me and husband time.

On a recent work trip, I spent a full day and night alone. I wasn’t traveling with anyone so I didn’t have anyone to talk to in the airport or eat dinner with. I didn’t have anyone to “get away from” and go into my room and shut my door. It was so lonely. I couldn’t enjoy the peace with myself. I couldn’t enjoy myself.

This weekend, husband was busy all day Saturday and Sunday so again, I was alone. But I did something I haven’t done in a long time, I took myself on a “me” date and spent some good quality time with myself.

I did exactly what I wanted to do – I went to Barnes and Noble. I chose 3 books I was interested in and sat down and read the first chapters of each. (How I decide which book to buy) I was in no rush. I had no one to answer to. I just sat and read. After that, I did my favorite me activity – shopping. Then, before I was ready to head home I did something else just for me – went to TCBY.

What a rewarding, comfortable, enjoyable afternoon that was. God opened my eyes to the importance of me time and gave me an opportunity to see how valuable it can be.

Tuesday nights are officially me nights now. Husband has karate for several hours so I can spend it as I please. It would be so easy to take this time to clean, do grocery shopping, be busy (which I’m so good at), etc. but instead I’m going to relax and do what I want to do.

I’m sure in a few years when I have kids, I’ll be dying for alone time. Time to just sit on the couch with a glass of wine and a good book. So tonight, I will do just that and enjoy.

xo xo

3 responses

  1. I enjoy me time similar to yours. It’s sounds great! Enjoy your me time!

    November 19, 2013 at 6:55 pm

  2. Mom

    Love this, Mom

    November 19, 2013 at 6:59 pm

  3. Liz Wedgewood

    I love this! Enjoy it! My alone time now consists of me hurriedly taking a shower while my daughter naps while praying she doesn’t wake up or staying up super late (after M is down for the night, the house is clean, the laundry is finished, and school work is complete) eating cookies and getting on Facebook. Then, of course, I regret it in the morning when M wakes up super early because I’m so tired. haha I literally dream of the day when Jon gets home from this deployment in a couple of months and I can take a long hot shower and not have to worry about anything/anyone or even just go to the grocery store by myself and take all the time I want. 🙂

    November 20, 2013 at 2:29 am

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